THIS ACCOUNT IS NO LONGER GOING TO BE USED. ;[ I'M LEAVING IT UP FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF LEAVING MY CONTACT INFORMATION TO THOSE I'VE GIVEN IT (THIS PAGE) TO OUT IN UTAH. SO, SORRY.

THANK YOU WHOEVER GOT INTO MY ACCOUNT AND HID ALL THOSE COMMENTS. IT WAS A BIT HURTFUL READING THROUGH THEM, BUT IT PROBABLY WAS DESERVED, I WAS A BITCH BEFORE TREATMENT. ONLINE, ANYWAYS. (THANKS MOM, LOL) I'M NOT SURE OF WHAT TO SAY, I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU I'M GOING TO TALK TO AFTER I GET OUT IN THE SUMMER OR SOMETHING.

IF YOU GET A MESSAGE FROM ME, YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE ONE OF THEM. BUT YOU'LL HAVE TO WAIT. I'M NOT READY TO JUMP BACK INTO THIS SHIT, IT MADE ME PRETTY FUCKIN MISERABLE. I HOPE TO THE PEOPLE THAT DID ALL THAT CRAZY SHIT AND MADE PEOPLE FEEL AS BAD AS THEY DO ABOUT THEMSELVES CAN TAKE A SECOND LOOK INTO YOURSELF AND REALIZE THAT IT'S NOT THEIR PROBLEM, IT'S YOURS.

AND WHAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM MY TREATMENT, NOT REHAB, TREATMENT, IS THAT YOU CANNOT CHANGE OTHER PEOPLE. YOU CAN, HOWEVER, CHANGE YOUR REACTION TO THE PROVOKERS, AND YOU CAN CHANGE THE WAY YOU PROVOKE, OR STOP IT ALL TOGETHER.

TO THOSE I LOVE, I MISS YOU. TO THOSE I DON'T, I WISH YOU THE BEST LIFE I POSSIBLY CAN, BECAUSE HOLDING ONTO OLD GRUDGES DID NOTHING BUT SPIRAL ME DOWN INTO THE DEPTHS OF MISERY. NO, I'M NOT MORMOM OR ANYTHING NOT, I DIDN'T FIND GOD, I JUST REALIZED I WAS ACTING LIKE A SHITHEAD AND I'M SORRY TO THOSE I HURT. I'VE MADE MY PEACE, OR AM CURRENTLY MAKING IT.

PLEASE MAKE YOURS.

WITH LOVE, AND FROM A PLACE OF CARE,
GABRIELLA

PS. I CANNOT, AND WILL NOT, RESPOND TO YOUR COMMENTS. I WILL MESSAGE YOU WHEN I AM ABLE TO TALK TO YOU. IF YOU FIND MY NEW ACCOUNT, YOU CAN WATCH ME, FAVE ME, COMMENT, WHATEVER, BUT PLEASE DO NOT EXPECT A RESPONCE. THERE'S A REASON FOR EVERYTHING DUDES AND DUDETTES. PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND.